The HORROR of Facing Death Meeting Jesus FACE TO FACE

On July 28^th 1998 I had the most horrific experience, I died of a heart attack and instead of meeting Jesus I found myself on my way to hell. I was a Christian and I believed that if I die I would go to heaven but I was on my way to hell. The horror and the fear is indescribable, knowing that you are going to hell and you will never come back, you are doomed for eternity!

We will all die. It is a terrible thing to meet with the living God. Most people will not see Jesus. They will come to that door and He will say to them:”Go away I never knew you, you workers of wickedness.” Most people have no relationship with Jesus. Most people are deceived into thinking that because they believe in Jesus they have eternal life, but if you do not FACE JESUS NOW, if you don't seek Him NOW and live in the fear of God and seek to always be pleasing to Him, if you don't hear His voice now, if you don't LISTEN to Him and you do not FOLLOW Him, if you do not LIVE TO PLEASE HIM, He will turn you away! Your Bible reading and your church attendance will not save you. All that matters is whether Jesus KNOWS you and whether He is pleased with you. He IS the LIVING GOD and He reveals Himself to those who earnestly seek Him, who LIVE IN HIS FEAR. Who SERVE Him and who always seek to be pleasing to Him.

Those who KNOW Jesus Christ LIVE IN THE FEAR OF GOD every day. I love Jesus but I FEAR HIM and I RESPECT HIM and I LIVE IN THE FEAR OF GOD every moment because I KNOW HIM! If you have met Jesus you will know the fear of God. Most people do not know the fear of God because they do not know Jesus and that is why they carry on living recklessly, they disregard Jesus and they believe that they are saved, they believe other people, they believe lies!

Seek Jesus and get to KNOW Him and then you will fear Him, you will OBEY Him and then you will make sure that the day that you die, Jesus will KNOW YOU and that He will not turn you away. Have you met Jesus? Do you KNOW Him? Do you FOLLOW Him? Do you LISTEN to His voice every day?

Do not leave it to chance, get to know Jesus TODAY and STAY WITH HIM until the very end. It is a terrible thing to fall into the hands of the Living God UNPREPARED.

May Jesus bless you

Living a LIE

Most people are living a LIE. They live in a dream world that they have created for themselves where they feel comfortable. An elderly gentleman who was close to me and who was very dear to me died, and on his deathbed he had a bewildered look on his face and he said:”I have been brainwashed all my life.”

I, myself, died of a heart attack in 1998. I thought that I was saved but I found myself on my way to hell. I was living in a dream world that was shattered when unexpectedly I died. Jesus gave me a second chance to come back to come back and warn the world that HELL IS REAL.

Are you also living in a dream world, your own imagination, those things that you believe to be true and valid? Only Jesus can open your eyes and show you REALITY, show you where you stand with Him. Don't wait until it is too late and you find yourself on the brink of eternity on your way to eternal hell.

Ask Jesus NOW to OPEN YOUR EYES, to show you the TRUTH. WAKE UP before it is for ever TOO LATE!

May Jesus bless you.

Jesus saved me from hell

Just like millions of Christian believers I was also deceived by false teachings. I thought that I was on my way to heaven until, by His grace, Jesus Christ woke me up. On July 28^th, 1998 I had a heart attack, I died, I left my body and I found myself going down a deep black hole on my way to hell. But Jesus had mercy on me and He let me come back to warn other believers that hell is real and most of them believe a bunch of lies.

The road to eternal life is extremely narrow and I found that WAY, that WAY is Jesus Christ ALONE and OBEDIENCE to Him. Very few people are on that road. I was not on that road. I was on the religious road. I WAS baptized in water, I WAS baptized in the Holy Spirit, I did speak in tongues. I know the Bible well, BUT I did not OBEY the words of Jesus Christ. I also believed that I was saved. I also believed that you only need to believe in Jesus and confess Him to be saved, but that is not true!

I found myself on my way to hell because I was a wicked person. Jesus will say to many believers who SIN, who DISOBEY Him, He will say:”Go away from Me, I never knew you, you workers of wickedness.” Without holiness, UTTER HOLINESS and utter obedience to Jesus Christ, you will NOT enter the kingdom of heaven. The door is NARROW and FEW there be that find it, very few. That is why Jesus warned us to STRIVE HARD. That is why He said we have to deny ourselves, pick up our cross and follow Him every day UNTIL THE END, if we want eternal life.

Very few professing believers will have eternal life because they have been deceived, they are not living in holiness. They are not obeying Jesus, they do not have a REAL relationship with Jesus Christ, they are just busy with religion. They are deceived. I was also deceived but JESUS SAVED ME FROM HELL, He taught me the FEAR OF GOD. I fear God, I FEAR Jesus. It was for ONE sin that Adam died, it was for one disobedience that Moses did not enter the promised land.

Jesus requires UTTER holiness, UTTER obedience! If we love Him we will OBEY Him. Do you KNOW Jesus or will you also be disappointed when He says to YOU:”Go away from Me, I never knew you, you worker of wickedness?”

Narrow is that door and FEW there be that find it. I fear God, I fear Jesus! I fear His words, I seek Him EVERY DAY and I follow him because I have come to REALLY know Him.

Do you REALLY know Jesus Christ? Or are you just deceived into thinking that you are saved but you are on your way to hell? Make sure today! Repent, obey Jesus, live holy, seek Him every day, seek His voice and you will find Him. Endure until the END or you won't make it!

Wake up before it is too late!

May Jesus bless you

Fear the Lord - HELL IS REAL - My Testimony

The reason why believers go on sinning and live their lives to please themselves is because they do not fear God, It is because they do not know Jesus. I was also like that until one morning July 28, 1998. I had a heart attack. I was a Christian, I was baptized in water, baptized in the Holy Spirit, speaking in tongues, praying every night. I was a “good” Christian but I found myself on my way to hell. I was going down a deep black hole and I knew I was not coming back. I KNEW I was on my way to hell. And I pleaded with Jesus. I said:”Lord, Please let me come back! Please let me come back!” I had nothing to offer. While going down that black hole I saw my young son standing at my grave and I knew it WAS THE END. But I pleaded, I said:”Lord, please let me come back! Please let me go and tell people that HELL IS REAL, that they must repent and serve Thee.” And God let me come back, Jesus let me come back to come and warn the world, to come and warn you. Friend, you must fear God. You must obey Jesus, you must live to please Him. You cannot live to please yourself, you cannot live like the world, you will perish! You will go into hell. I was a Christian, I was a good Christian. Jesus wants total obedience to His words, total devotion. You cannot serve God halfheartedly, you have got to FEAR HIM. You cannot go on sinning, YOU WILL PERISH IN HELL. I fear God. I fear God above everything else, I fear Him! Jesus said:”Do not fear those who can kill you and after that they can do nothing but FEAR HIM who after He has killed has the power to throw into hell.” That is Jesus. I don't fear death, I will die again but I fear what will happen after death and I want to be prepared the next time that Jesus comes to fetch me. I don't want to go down that black hole again. I want to be ready! I am warning you, my friend, fear God! Fear Jesus, OBEY His words. If you look at a woman to desire her you have already committed adultery in your heart and you will perish in hell. Those are the words of Jesus. That is how serious He is about sin! You might say:”I am not an adulterer, I have never committed adultery but if you look at a woman to desire her you are an adulterer in the eyes of God. Fear God, my friend, FEAR GOD, REPENT, STOP SINNING, BE HOLY or else you will perish! It is a terrible thing to fall into the hands of the living God. I fear Him and that is why I am hear to warn you, FEAR THE LORD, OBEY HIM, STOP SINNING, LIVE HOLY or you will perish. May Jesus bless you.

The shock of my life

I was a born again Christian, not living in sin, baptized in water, baptized in the Holy Spirit. I was receiving revelation from Jesus, I experienced His guidance in my life and I was living what I thought was a good Christian life. We were reading the Bible at meal times, praying as a family. We were teaching our children about Jesus, had no television, never went to the movies or places of worldly pleasure. My children did not go to discos or hang out with friends, never slept out. My wife never worked out so the children came home from school and did their homework and their chores. They had the contract to deliver a weekly newspaper, which kept them very busy two afternoons a week and also earned them some good pocket money.

I had an executive job as general manger of a manufacturing company. I was not ashamed to testify for Jesus, and managed my business so others knew I was a Christian. I had a track record of fixing unprofitable companies turning them to productivity and profitability. I had a reputation for being a straight honest business man who did not accept half measures or poor performance, neither in my own company nor in the service we delivered to our customers.

We were financially blessed and by my understanding we were doing right in the sight of God and Jesus was pleased with us. Then I had the shock of my life, I had a heart attack, died, left my body and found myself going down a deep black hole, on my way to hell. I knew I was not coming back, it was final, my time was up. (My detailed testimony is on my website and youtube channel) I pleaded with Jesus to let me come back and warn others of the reality of hell and to prepare. Jesus did let me come back but my relationship with Jesus would never be the same after that. I had the fear of God in me and still do.

I was so sure that I was right with Jesus and then I had to find that I was on my way to hell. By all standards that I knew from reading the Bible I believed that I was doing good and I was saved. What I did not understand was that I was living for ME, not for Jesus. Until then everything had been about ME, my achievement, everything that Jesus had done for me and given me, even the baptism in the Holy Spirit, gift of speaking in tongues, revelations, dreams, guidance, answering my prayers, blessing me and my family financially and in all ways, physically, with good health and prosperity. Even with all that I was going to hell.

I started warning people, sharing my testimony. Soon I learned that most people do not really listen to what you are telling them. I went to churches and gave my testimony, but they were not interested. they want sensation. It is all about their church and their own importance. They are not interested in testimonies of Jesus, especially when you tell people to repent and explain that you were a good Christian and found yourself on your way to hell. I made fliers and put them in people's mailboxes but rarely received feedback. With time I testified less and basically gave up but that was a mistake.

I had to learn, it is not about results of reaction, IT IS ABOUT OBEDIENCE AND BEING PLEASING TO JESUS, DOING WHAT JESUS WANTS YOU TO DO. It is about following the Master, waiting on Him, seeking Him in prayer. Jesus wants ABSOLUTE HOLINESS, He does not tolerate disobedience, not one sin, not one evil thought, no rebellion. It is all about Jesus and His Kingdom, not about us. We MUST CHASE AFTER JESUS, FOLLOW HIM.

Jesus did not leave me alone, He was teaching me, coaching me. The devil was attacking me with fear about another heart attack. I was under severe stress, lying awake at night with my heart throbbing, in pain, sweating profusely, not knowing if I would see the sun rise the next morning. I knew that I will die again but I had to be sure that when my time comes that I do not go down the black hole to hell again. I was constantly praying, day and night. I was in an inner struggle for more than a year. I never spoke to anybody about it, never went to the doctor, never took tranquilizers. My business was with Jesus. I had to overcome. I had to resist the devil and overcome him. I had to overcome my flesh, my fears, my concern about myself. I had to fight a force bigger than me. I lost interest in the things that used to be important to me because I was busy with a bigger struggle. The pleasures of life lost their attraction.

After a year the Holy Spirit had burned the dross out of me. My focus was on Jesus and on pleasing Him. The pain in my chest that kept on coming back disappeared. I ignored the devil who had plagued me with doubt and anxiety, he could not intimidate me any more, I had won the battle against my own doubt in Jesus. I was interested in Jesus and His Kingdom. When Jesus shortly afterwards told me to sell all my possessions, quit my job and go where He sends me, it did not bother me. All the things that used to be important to me did not matter any more.

I thank Jesus for WAKING ME UP and treating me harshly or else I would still have been in ignorance on my way to hell. What I learned is that we must APREHEND Jesus, we must go after Him with all our power. We must die to SELF and live for Him. Jesus does not accept half measures. We either live for Jesus or for ourselves. The warning written in Revelation 3: 1 -3 speaks to every follower of Jesus:  “I know your deeds, that you have a name that you are alive, but you are dead. 2‘Wake up, and strengthen the things that remain, which were about to die; for I have not found your deeds completed in the sight of My God. 3‘So remember what you have received and heard; and keep it, and repent. Therefore if you do not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come to you.” Jesus came on me like a thief and I was not ready. When Jesus calls again I want to be ready, waiting and faithfully working for His kingdom.

I pray that my testimony will wake others up who are also living in false security. Apprehend Jesus, go after Him, follow Him every day with all your power. Constantly seek Jesus in prayer, seek His approval, witness for His Kingdom. Live in utter holiness and obedience to Jesus. Read His words as written in the gospels Matthew, Mark Luke and John, obey those words and Jesus will reveal Himself to you. Always seek His confirmation that He is pleased with you. Do not seek the approval of people or trust any man. Remember, the moment you die, all that matters is whether Jesus is pleased with you.

Thank you for listening/reading

May Jesus bless you.

I had a heart attack, I died - JESUS GAVE ME A SECOND CHANCE

Jesus gave me a second chance. I died of a heart attack and I am alive today to tell the story. It happened July 28, 1998.

I woke up the morning at five o’clock with a severe pain in my chest and I knew I was in trouble. I went to the kitchen I had a drink of water but the pain just grew worse. I went back to the bedroom where my wife was sleeping and I woke her up. I explained to her, I said to her:“I have a severe pain in my chest you must PRAY for me.” We lived in South Africa out of town, there was no 911 to call.

I then collapsed unto the bed and she started PRAYING for me. I immediately sensed that I was physically going out of my body, I was drawn out of my body, I was not in my body anymore. I could see my wife, she was holding onto my body and PRAYING but I was being drawn away. And I sense that I was suddenly going down this deep black hole and I tried to grab onto the sides of this hole but there was nothing to grab onto I was just drawn down- down, down this black hole. I realized I was dying I knew that I was not coming back, this was final I was desperate.

Next thing I had this vision of my 11year old son standing next to a pile of red sand in a cemetery and I knew this was my grave that he was standing next to. I started PLEADING I pleaded with the Lord Jesus, I wanted to come back but I just realized how bankrupt I was there was nothing to offer Him in exchange what could I say, what could I offer because I just had nothing. Then I PLEADED, I said Lord please, please let me go back, don’t let my son grow up without a father. Then I asked: Lord please let me go tell other people how terrible death is, how final it is and about going down this black hole. It was then when I asked the Lord Jesus this; to come back and tell people about this, that suddenly I wasn’t going down anymore but I slowly started surfacing again. I came back to the top of this black hole then I started hearing my wife again, I heard her PRAYING and then I saw my body. I was like above my body and my wife, I went back into my body and then I regained consciousness.

She said that I had stopped responding, I told her about this experience I told her that I had been away, I died. My body was all wet and cold and the smell of death was in the room like a sweet nauseous smell. I lay there for an hour, I was totally, totally exhausted. Then I got dressed, I had a shower and I got dressed and I went to work. When I got to work my colleagues were still in their morning meeting. I told them about my experience and they were very concerned because they said I was very pale, yellowish. They called my boss and I told him the story and he insisted that I see a doctor.

So later that day I saw a cardiologist and he sent me for a sonar graph.  During the sonar graph they said that it was obvious that I had damaged to my heart and that I had been through some severe trauma in my heart. They decided that I should stay for an angiogram the next morning. So I stayed for the night in the hospital but I was terribly, terribly scared and the pain had come back, it was still there back in my heart in my chest faintly so I prayed all night, I pleaded with the Lord I said:” Lord please, please heal me. I am scared I don’t want to die now.” I prayed all night and I hardly slept, well I didn’t sleep.

The next morning they took me in for an angiogram. During this procedure they insert a probe in your groin, into your arteries up into your heart and then they release die and they can see the blood flow, they can see whether there are obstructions in the arteries. It’s done under local anesthesia so you can see what they are doing. You can follow what is happening on a video screen. During the procedure the doctor stopped and he said to me that he was amazed, there was no trace of any damage, the doctor couldn’t believe it so they stopped the procedure. I was sent back to the ward, I stayed until the afternoon at five o’clock. This cardiologist came to my bed, he came to release me from hospital, send me home. He just stood there for a long time and he looked at me, he looked at my wife and he said to her: ”This is amazing, this is a miracle I haven’t seen anything like this before.” He said: ”Your heart is like that of a 17 year old and yet yesterday the sonar gram showed severe damaged.” He said: “It was obvious that you have been through a lot, I can’t believe it.” So he sent me home without medication,  without a prescription without further treatment.

 I have not taken any medication and I am still not taking any medication, I am in good health. JESUS CHRIST HEALED ME and He can heal anyone. I thank God that I prayed, my wife prayed for me JESUS HEARD. This is a testimony to whoever read this that JESUS ANSWERS PRAYER, HE IS ALIVE. CALL ON THE LORD, HE IS REAL, JESUS WILL ANSWER  

God bless you.